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Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Heartbreaking Happiness


"...broke his heart again and again with happiness..." -- the novel Divisiadero by Michael Ondaatje

I am obviously not much of a blogger-- it's been awhile! A lot has happened over the last few weeks! First, I spent a couple weeks and one weekend in Lima. It was a busy time with midterms, volunteering, a half-marathon, and a birthday party with my friends! The half-marathon was half-fun and half-pain as my right knee seemed to quit on me at about kilometer 13 of 21. Luckily, I still managed to finish in under 2 hours and James and Ava were waiting for me at the finish line! I recovered that evening by going out for an "early-birthday/post-half marathon/engagement celebration ice cream crawl" with most of the IFSA group! Ice cream seems to make everything better :) 

On Friday, May 25, Ava and I headed to the little town of Yantaló in the Peruvian Amazon. We spent 8 days in Yantaló doing volunteer work and getting to know the people who live there. I primarily helped with computer and English classes, spending a bit of time helping with the construction of a new clinic and organizing patient histories in the current clinic as well. 

Helping with a 3rd grade English class! 
The new clinic that's being built. 
On Saturday, we went to an orchid nursery, thermal baths, a karaoke bar, and a discoteca in Moyobamba to celebrate my birthday! It was a great time-- a good mix of Americanisms (singing "Party in the USA" at the karaoke bar was a highlight) and meeting new Peruvian friends and, attempting, to learn more salsa! The rest of the week we spent in the quiet little town of Yantaló-- volunteering, running on dirt roads, playing with the kids, reading, and journalling. I don't think I realized how much I needed the fresh air and quiet time to just think! 


Some of the things I thought about during our week in Yantaló were: 

  • As we have talked about 8 zillion times in my international development classes, it's soooo important to actually ask the people living in a place what they need before trying to implement something! I don't think that idea hit home for me (it just seemed kind of common sense) until I saw some of what they were doing in Yantaló. None of what the foundation was doing was bad, but most of the people actually living in Yantaló would probably have chosen to have a well-stocked supply of medicine, a functional infant incubator, or new supplies at the school rather than a fancy new clinic specializing in neonatal medicine. With some carefully asked questions, the money and effort that the foundation has could maybe be used more effectively. 
  • I would really like to learn some more practical skills that I can use to help in places like Yantaló. I enjoy teaching, but I would also love to learn some handyman skills or something else so that I could help out in other ways! 
  • I am without any doubt a country girl!
  • How little things or money count towards my happiness. I mean, sure they count a little, but being in a place with fresh air, sunshine, green fields, and smiling kids made me about as happy as I could possibly be. And the people in Yantaló (and countless other places the world over) manage to be so happy with so little. I think we sometimes assume that MORE will make us happier, but I don't think it usually works that way. 
  • Observing and helping teach the English classes in Yantaló as compared to Villa El Salvador was really interesting! The teacher in Yantaló was much, much better and I learned a lot of great techniques from him! 
  • Just thinking about the whole idea of privilege. I am so very privileged to be able to travel and take photos and skip classes for a week to volunteer. I need to always keep in mind how lucky I am! 
  • It was a little strange to read through the volunteer journal in Yantaló and see how much people idealize and stereotype the people of Yantaló as well. Don't get me wrong, I met some amazing people and some wonderful kids on my trip! But many people used words like "innocent" and "pure" to describe people in Yantaló and, while it may be true of some of the people there, I think it's important to realize that there is good and bad and everything in between in just about every place on this planet. One of the biggest things I've realized in my traveling is how inherently similar people are despite our many differences. There are drunks, abusive parents, bad teachers, thieves, and liars in Yantaló just like there are in Lima and just like there are in the U.S. There are also happy kids, helpful strangers, and people with big hearts all over the world. I think stereotypes just lead us to ignore the problems that do exist, thereby ignoring potential solutions, and ignore all of our many commonalities-- all the things that make us wonderfully, imperfectly human! 

Yikes! Sorry for such a long one! Like I said, I had a lot of time to think! Since being back, I've had a wonderful birthday party with my host family (including the most delicious triple chocolate cheesecake in the world!), classes, and volunteering. I'm finally about to get into my independent research-- I have interviews set up for next week!-- and am headed to Iquitos in the wee hours of the morning Friday for some more rainforest adventures! It's crazy how fast the end of the semester is creeping up. I only have a few more weeks of classes and am trying to decided how to spend my last free week here in Peru-- deciding between a trek through the deepest canyon in the world or spending some time with those little girls I fell in love with in Pampamarca, Cusco! 


Missing & loving you all lots! 

Thursday, April 5, 2012

Perspective

So, I didn't win the Truman. 

When I heard the news, I threw myself a 15 minute pity party. I was sad and disappointed. And then I decided to move on and checked in with a couple of friends to see if they'd like to join me for a funny movie. My friend Kaylie agreed and asked how I was doing with the news. Only after I answered did she tell me that her grandmother had just passed away! Suddenly, that helped me put things in perspective. Kaylie was so supportive and pulled together, and she was going through something so much harder than losing a scholarship competition! We went to that movie ("This Means War" which was surprisingly good) and spent the evening laughing and remembering that life is good!
When where you are is this pretty, how can you stay sad? 
I'd already had a bit of a perspective check earlier in the day. Ava and I had ridden out to Villa El Salvador, a poor district of Lima. Villa El Salvador was settled through land invasions beginning only about 40 years ago. It is definitely not the comfortable, pretty Miraflores that I've been spending so much of my time in. In Villa El Salvador, many of the streets are unpaved, the houses don't have adequate roofs, and nearly all of the inhabitants live in poverty. I'm going to be working with a nonprofit, Building Dignity, in this neighborhood and I am so grateful that it will give me the reality check I need: with or without a big scholarship, I am incredibly lucky!

We arrived in Villa just in time to witness a protest connected to the Vasos de Leche program.
Friday I spent hanging around Miraflores. I went for a long run, ran some errands, and went to game night with Kaylie's host family.  On Saturday, we got up really early for a trip to Caral, the oldest known civilization in the Americas, dating back about 5,000 years! That kind of time just boggles my mind (in the same way that staring up into a starry sky and thinking about infinity does). After visiting Nazca and now Caral, I've been thinking a lot about what I'm going to leave behind, what our entire civilization will leave behind. And it gives me, once again, perspective. It was so interesting to see the ruins and afterwards we went to a restaurant where we ate a good lunch, swam in the pool, and got to pet an alpaca! 

The whole amazing group (:

Pyramids at Caral. 
Llama lovin'
This past week has flown by once again. I had my first test and presentation for my classes at PUCP, celebrated Ava's birthday with a party in her host family's home, and registered for a half-marathon in May! In just a few hours, I'm heading to Ayacucho for some of the best Semana Santa celebrations in Peru! All in all, it's been a good, good week. I hope you all have a happy Easter weekend! Love & miss you!